David Ulin, writing for the LA Times, perfectly soliloquizes the problems he’s been having sitting down to read. I’ve been struggling with the same thing for about two years now:
So what happened? It isn't a failure of desire so much as one of will. Or not will, exactly, but focus: the ability to still my mind long enough to inhabit someone else's world, and to let that someone else inhabit mine. Reading is an act of contemplation, perhaps the only act in which we allow ourselves to merge with the consciousness of another human being. We possess the books we read, animating the waiting stillness of their language, but they possess us also, filling us with thoughts and observations, asking us to make them part of ourselves. This is what Conroy was hinting at in his account of adolescence, the way books enlarge us by giving direct access to experiences not our own. In order for this to work, however, we need a certain type of silence, an ability to filter out the noise.
Such a state is increasingly elusive in our over-networked culture, in which every rumor and mundanity is blogged and tweeted. Today, it seems it is not contemplation we seek but an odd sort of distraction masquerading as being in the know.
I won’t bullshit anyone: my issue is that I’d rather be reading feeds, articles, posts and writing my own stuff than reading longform books. I have amazing books sitting on the shelf – Infinite Jest, Consider the Lobster, Brain Rules, Transcend, The Ultramind Solution – and I just can’t get to them. But I can read David Foster Wallace’s Kenyon College commencement speech twice a week. That’s what it’s come to.
When I was younger – before the hyper-networked age came along and ruined those us prone to such ruining – I read books at a voracious rate. Today, even getting through a really easy murder mystery is next to impossible.
(To be fair, the aforelinked book sucked, which might make it an unfair example. But you get the point.)
If I were smart, I would have devoted myself to Infinite Summer. Maybe that would have helped.
But I doubt it.